February 2010
Stress
Wow I can believe I went off at the board meeting like that. All of this stress is getting to me. I need to start running so I can become happier :) Endorphins makes you happier and endorphins are released when you exercise so I need to do that. I need to freaking meditate!!
January 2010
Be Real
Don’t judge a person by the way they look or act. You’re not a a true friend if you do so. Judge them on the what they do, how genuine they are, and understand why they do the things they do. Friendship is all about understanding,trust, and loyalty. If two people that call them selves friends aren’t able to do these functions then they have no right to call their relationship a...
This is me, I am who I am
This is me, the person you see.
You think how could this be?
This person who I see is not what I’d like to see
Too bad, this is me
The way I act you think is wack
I don’t give a fuck!
This is me.
The way I breath, the way eat, the way I walk, the way I speak.
This is me.
The me who doesn’t give a damn.
The me the accepts everyone and doesn’t judge.
Who do you think I am to be...
Goal
Get A’s in all my classes.
Study more!
Be more studious!
Kick 31A,51A,SOC1,AND 39C IN THE ASS!! I BETTER GET THOSE A’S SON!
Keep positive
Know my calling.
Stick to my [new]goals!
Don’t procrastinate!
Get into NYU!
Build connections, better network.
Act more mature and more like my age.
Get a hold of my life. :)
Ambiguity
It feels awkward that I am having this feeling. The one thing I’ve liked and loved this whole second year of college is making feel nauseated…..for some reason I feel really sick of Kaba right now….I love the people and the org itself but I feel like getting away from it….I just came out of out board meeting and I FELT really bored and disinterested in what we are doing...
My future, I figured it out!
I think I found what I wanna do after graduation :o Graduate school in NYU so I can get an MA in Politics and Advocacy and possibly work in student services in a university. This really excites me like no other :) This program makes me feel all tingly and excited , the same way I’m excited and interested in my poli sci classes :) Yay for a possible future. Please please come...